it's like wayyyy past my bedtime and i'm sooo tired but i just can't sleep. i have this really shitty feeling right now and it just won't go away. it's a feeling of dread and tiredness and doubt. bleh i go back to santa cruz tomorrow and i've packed a ton of crap that i'm not going to want to unpack when i get there. grey's anatomy is on tomorrow also... something to look foward to. i got season 5 of six feet under today... so pretty oh and i got a b in my astro class that i thought for sure i would fail.